Stay Cool Boy… Real Cool

It was not PMS or any sort of disorder, but I will admit it was quite an experience. Swinging moods from laughing histerically with a Friday night showing of the randomly hilarious movie Hot Rod, to having a tearful night thanks to a wickedly depresing love song accompanying my feelings for my roommate and having all of Saturday trying to soothe things out and cheer up.

I love blogging for many reasons, but the one factor that I will share with you is that blogging gives you the means to vent and rant. Sure, my last post may have been hard to follow because of the grammar and all of the nameless people I mentioned but I never said I was a fantastic writer. I can now look back and have a silly chuckle at how I reacted friday night and all of saturday. Its a bit pathetic now that I think of it, but sometimes you need to go through the pathetic stages to grow from that.

I’ll never be immune to crushes and heartbreaks and I accept that. I will always have feelings for my roommate now, but I will place it in the backburner just in the very slightest chance something will work out. In the mean time, I’ll move on to more things and better prospects. I’ll work on crushing on a guy I know for sure  is interested in guys for a change.

Thanks to all who gave me advice and cheer ups from the comments and IMs. You know who you are.

–V.Jay